September 27, 2017
September 20, 2017
Dawn
A Savored Memory
One early August morning,
the summer of John’s death,
in that sleepy state of half awake,
I caught a glimpse of him
neatly dressed for the day,
walking around the end of our bed,
over to my side.
The vision quickly vanished.
yet remains engraved -
a gift that brought to mind
an early morning moment captured
many years ago in this small poem:
~~ DAWN ~~
Up at dawn
he gently tucked her with the sheet
and fixed it where the mattress corner
had come undone above her head
then slipping out
went down to put the coffee on
He did not know
that in her semi conscious morning sleep
she was aware
and felt the precious oil of his love
flow through her veins
a secret blessing
JoMae
7/29/88
7/29/88
September 10, 2017
Broken Puzzle
Year after year John's Prize Geranium blooms on |
“Past Life Lives in the Living” —Wendell Barry
I’ve been reading Barry’s “Sabbath Poems” these days. They speak to the pondering that goes on within as I pick up the pieces scattered about by the earthquake that took John and left my own core scattered in the wind. These jigsaw cells, once us, now strewn, must be collected and re-configured to discover whose were whose and which live on. And how. It is a puzzle. A broken puzzle.
Broken Puzzle
Putting the pieces back together
when half have disappeared
is nye unto impossible
Yet hearts, they say, do mend
though not without deep scar
tissue filling gaps of
Missing Pieces
JoMae
9/10/17
9/10/17